4

eyes have gone to an angle
I’m tilted and my head is spinning
as the fan on the ceiling
red rocks that look like mars
am I losing it
what does he think of me
was he put off by my
worry concern of deceit
I’m stilling keeping up with
someone from the past
he’s constantly threatening
to kill himself on the internet
I’ve accepted him as dead so many times
I don’t know what I’ll do when
he actually goes
or if I will ever find out
I just have to accept him as forever
suffering
forever being revived

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