unsteady flower drawings

A mood within a mood
on a plate of noodles covered in
siracha, to feel something

soy milk for my coffee
that I smell every time
because of one spoiled experience

I sit in the same spot
for a certain person
to gaze at me
through a small window
within a wooden swing door

They don’t look in my direction,but
at the empty seat in front of me


aware of what my face looks like
and how my persona feels different
with straightened hair,
crazy contained
within frizzless follicles

I think i’ll just put myself
on a pedestal
to admire
and adore
feeding myself with attention
to be seen but alone,

Eating fast and being triggered
by thinking
that I saw a women
who was apart of a duo

the probable cause
of my twitching left arm

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